I think I'm going to be spending less time on the internet, because it seems my father didn't take it as well as I had hoped. I'm being sent to a counselor [which honestly doesn't bother me that much] and he's showing signs of blaming dale/the internet for my 'disease'. so, if I'm only on now and then, don't worry. if I'm never on, do worry I guess, but I'll be ok. I won't be dead or anything, my parents aren't psycho.

so dont worry everyone, infact this little semi hiatus is of my own choice, I guess I need to get off my butt a little more anyway. I'm not ALWAYS on, I'm just always checking back on it, just on and off. I actually hate spending time on anything for several hours; maybe thats what they call add.

if you're wondering about the grammar it's two parts nerves and one part I've-been-reading-ALL-day.

so please relax everyone, things are messed up in my family and all but I did expect this to an extent, and it'll be ok. worst case scenario I'll be unhappy for the next 3 years. but it is only 3 years, so I'm not screwed forever in that case, and there will always be something to keep me up til I'm 18.

so dont have a heartattack, I'll handle stuff :3 I love you all!

//kyo